I don't know.

some rhymes that came to mind when I was sitting in pidgeon pose and suddenly started bawling at around 7PM last night: 



I hold my grief in my hips
and my lies on my lips
but if you give me a kiss
they'll come tumbling away.

I keep my strength in my thighs
and my tears in my eyes
but Still  no will to disguise
the strength of  my memory.